2011告一段落，你好2012

2011对我来说，是非常充实的一年。

这年里，事业，课业，家庭，朋友，感情都有很大的进展。

真的很庆幸我不是一个原地踏步的人。

那天跟姐妹陶谈了很久，真是光阴似剑，大家都长大了，很多东西都成了回忆。

人生就是如此，有的人走得快，有的人走得慢，有的人原地踏步。

每个人的步伐都不一样，要怎么走，是个人的选择。

走得太快了，会离群，

走得太慢，会跟不上，

原地踏步只会错过了前方的风景，

所以说这条路不好走。。

当你遇到一个肯跟你走到最后的"他"，再难走的路，你也会笑着走下去.

2012是个未知数，可是再难走我也会跟“你”走下去。=）

不一样了

internship终于告一段落。

是时候回到大学生活了。。。

一个假期回来，感觉不一样了。

好像很多想法都不一样了。

回头想，觉得自己以前好傻，常常为了一些小事不开心。

现在的我比以前放松了许多。

可能是觉得很多东西都是可遇不可求的。

太用力表现自己，太在意别人的眼光，换来的只是伤害。

我很庆幸自己遇到了耶稣。

因为他，我不再需要特出自己，不再渴求别人的肯定。

因为我是被爱的。

尽管我在别人的眼里是多么地不堪，在他眼里，我还是他最爱的女儿。

他的爱让我抛下了好累得自己，找到被爱的我。

他改变了我的人生，我的想法。

让我学会感恩与惜福。

我朋友不多，幸在知心的有几个！

我家人不多，幸在每个都很疼我！

我男友不多，爱我的有一个！

我钱不多，幸在够用！

我成就不大，幸在我还年轻！

我是幸福的。

Thank you JESUS LORD!

我对男人真的非常不满！

我今天受尽了大男人的气。

就算现在已是深夜了，我还没冲凉，还没刷牙洗脸。

一回到家，就想写这篇文章泄愤！！！

受了什么气就别提了！我只想让所有的男生知道，尊严不是男生的专利品！

不是唯独男生可拥有，女生也需要基本的尊重。

NO!!!

You call it fat? I call it unhealthy.

You know, weight can be a life or death matter for a girl.

I gained some weight lately and it makes me upset every time i look at the mirror.

Being very honest, i know i'm lucky enough to born naturally thin but girls will never feel enough for their body shape. I'm not sure whether it's the media effect or it's just part of the woman's nature. But things like this can upset me.

Too much of Macdonaldsssssss?

Also, i feel kinda unhealthy lately. My body is giving me lots of warning signal and they are like groaning in pain. I feel like an old lady when i'm walking on stairs and i get tired really fast.Pretty sure most of the girls feel that way too. So I should do something before it's too late.

Eat like the pizza;)

MY PLAN IS EAT LOTS OF FRUITS & EXERCISE REGULARLY!!!

The thing is i'm not a very discipline person and that make most of my diet plan failed.

I was once a chubby girl. So it terrifies me when i gained weight. However, i can also lose weight easily. How? I have very weak body and i get sick quite often. Mc once a month is inevitable. Don't get me wrong coz nobody would like to fall sick just to lose weight.

But this time, i hope i can lose weight in a healthy way. I'M SICK OF GETTING SICK!! So instead of cut off the diet, i choose to maintain a healthy diet.

"Obesity starts when you stop mind about your body image. " I always remind myself that.

Buka Puasa & Flash Mob

It's Saturday!

i just did a flash mob with my colleagues this morning. It was quite an interesting experience since i never seen or do any flash mob before. So we have some fun time singing Raya Song-" Suasana Hari Raya" in the LRT at KL sentral station. Response of passengers is not that happening like we thought and you know Malaysians are always passive with unfamiliar things. We called it as MALAYSIAN CULTURE- Passive from the outside, burning from the inside.lol..

Or probably because it wasn't well planned enough. We are lack of singers and that's why the effect isn't huge.

Anyway, i think it was a good try. Surprisingly they said i can sing WELL and offer me to be the lead singer. Well i agreed, but ended up i sang the wrong key coz IT WAS TOO SPONTANEOUS! I NEED MORE PRACTICE!! (i'm not giving excue=p) Again, it was a good try anyway. haha..

Oh ya, there will be some shocking photos of me and my friends wearing Baju Kurung & Baju Melayu coming up soon. So Stay tune.

Till then, xoxo!^^

Burn Out

I have been through so so much lately.

I have seen fake faces, selfish and ignorant people.

Sad to say that, we are just human and we are not perfect.

I have to admit that i'm not a very strong girl after all.

Instead, i think i'm pretty weak internally.

Sometimes you just get disappointed with many many things in life and giving up seems so much easier. You might be thinking: Why i wanna make my life so miserable? Isn't it easier without all the unrealistic/super ambitious dream?

INTERNSHIP

It has been some time i never blog, but i just want to share with you guys how i went through my internship.i hope it helps if you are having tough time like me=)

Working as an intern is definitely not easy at all. I still remember how harsh my Boss treated us with hurtful words like:

-Interns deserve no rest. you wanna rest? rest after 3months. Then you can have all the time you want.

-You sucks, admit it! it's ok, just don't suck too long.

-You dont like it, Get out of my office!

-The world won't stop because you are on mc or someone in your family pass away.

We work long long....hours per day. It's like you will never see the sun.

During production time, working for 20++ hours is inevitable.And you got to find ways to cope with that because you are not allow to fall sick. That moment is tough. Your pride is challenged, your dream is crushed, your passion faded and at the end of the day,

you will start questioning yourself, am i doing the right thing? Is this what i wanna do for my entire life?

Working long hours, sacrifice your social life and with all those unbearable stress?

Then I compare myself with other frens who do internship at other places. They are doing great!

They are happy, their Boss are good to them, they have more benefits, they have higher income.

i was like LIFE IS NOT FAIR!

Why they get all the good things?

i begin to complain, blame and angry with everything around me.

i wonder why God want to put me in such a bad situation where i don't see any point working in a company that i cant learn much.(That's what i think in the beginning)

But it's ok.Things will get easier and easier as we survive, i told myself.

My Boss challenged me in many many ways, well not to mention for those heavy workloads and mission impossible. Until one day my Boss switch me to another department that do team building business. The team building leader told me, it's going to very tough and tiring. i was like oh no... Surprisingly, i found it piece of cake compare to what i did in production department. I am able to work longer hours compare to my colleague. And i come to realize, when you have been through the worst, next time the challenge come, it doesn't bother me anymore.

Currently i almost finish my internship and my Boss turn out to be quite ok lately. He offered us a project and our internship assessment is going to base on that. He warn us that, if we did it badly, he will fail us all. So make sure it is an "A" project. It's either "F" or "A", no B, C, D,E..

We were under lots of pressure that time.

Until........tatang~~~ this is our final product, and of course it is an A product ;)

So enjoy it, and ready to burst in laughter coz it is an comedy.

So what i'm trying to say is, it is very hard to hang on to things that you think is unreasonable. But be patient and faithful, juz tell yourself, juz a little while, a little more, yea... almost~~~

Then 1 week pass, 2 weeks pass and without your realization, things gets better and you are able to adapt already. So frens, gambateh!^^

Sweetness come after bitterness!

Till then, tata=)