Sunday

i'm suppose to work on my radio program,

Unfortunately my house is too noisy to record, i need a private quiet moment so bad~

It's ok, maybe i should record it when the sem starts.

My life turns more miserable after i get my own car,

why is it so?

So it's Sunday, i should get some rest instead of stressing myself.

I must know that this could be my last day resting in this sem break since my job start from tomolo till 17th october.

Being very honest,

I'm kinda worry about driving there alone.

i never been there before,

not really familiar with the road either,

and i'm not sure whether i can handle any "lost" adventure after working for 8hours.

Okay, maybe i should admit that i have made a wrong decision to take this job.

But i hv to face the problem anyway.It's just the matter of time, right?

I will defeat it.Amen.

It's have been few days without bf around.

I finally realize i was so dependent on him all these time.

Bad things happen, he's always the first thing that comes into mind.

The kind of "How i wish he is here" feeling attack.

And i was so defeated by my own emotion.

It's not good.

People have to grow,

We can't keep receiving without giving,

Sometimes we must give as well.

The only way to start giving is to stop receiving.

I know it's gonna be super hard.

I know people around me will be worrying about me every single minute,

But,It's ok.

It's okay that i may fall more often than usual people,

But when i arises i know things better coz i practice it more than anyone else.=)

Let's pray for tomolo work!

Here's some pictures of cg outing at ss14. We purposely take take opportunity to hv Bakuteh when chelsea is not around!hahaha...

Wow~

The pretties~

Itatakimas!

Cheryl seems worrying about the rice wont be enough for her.LOL..(Dun beat me Cheryl.=p)

Myammar Ah Liang

I'm ready to give Eric half of the rice since it suite his size!hahah...

Take a closer look at tis. Yummy~

All these pictures is taken by Canon tx1. I'm pretty satisfy with the clarity itself,

but i do hope that it can do a better job in color composition.

算了，不驾车了。

Juz back from church.

i reached home 11pm sharp.

Try to write something positive but all's wipe out by the "LOST"

My mood is complicated now,

confidence is challenged.

Just now i was still so cheerful after service.

I thought the sermon would be an answer from God.

As the preacher said success gain by levels.

God gives us all we hv to be successful.

But look at me now, So dumb. So discouraged.

Dear heavenly Father, please give me a way of escape,

i hv been drowning in this matter for quite some time,

the fear of driving at night is taken over me,

Is it a challenge that you want me to face?

If it is so, pls provide me a solution, give me the wisdom to deal with my problem.

God father,

i pray that i will have a better sense of direction,

when i drive, i will drive with great caution and patient,

i will recognize each road that i hv taken, i will be an overcomer!

Also i pray that u will change me inside out, i would be able to be more independent so that my mum won't have to worry about me anymore.

And i uphold all my prayers in your mighty hand Lord,

In Jesus name i pray,

AMEN.

7/10

First day without you,

seriously insecure but i'm fine. Guess it's time to be independent then=)

OK, here's the story.

i woke up 9o'clock in the morning.

Get myself dress up,

make sure i hv a breakfast to provide enough energy to deal with fear and chaos.

Why do i say so?

Well, if u know me well.

i'm a terrible driver.

For ten times i drive, 9 times i will get lost in somewhere, not to mention my driving skill T.T~

I pray hard b4 i drive.

Thank God i reached the destination on time and found a perfect car park(with the help of gps).

Maybe u will think that is no big deal since i hv GPS for guidance.

Again, if u know me well,

i'm a person who can still get lost somewhere though i hv technology help.

The interview section is smooth

And my boss actually change the working time from 11-9pm to 11-8pm

Means i can leave earlier without worrying my safety to drive in late night.PTL!!!!

After the interview, the next stop will be P1wimax HQ located at jalan Templer.

I'm suppose to terminate the package 2months ago since i hv moved back to Rawang.

But i was too naive that i thought P1 will terminate me if i'm not paying the bill.=.="

I was lucky enough to hv a caring bf that remind me during our conversation in phone.

Or else i will still be charging for no reason! Bad news is i receive a bill that cost me RM178 for 2 months payment day after that.How great~

I have called the hotline, the officer said that the only way to stop the bill n terminate the package is to go to their HQ, fill in the termination form and they will activate the termination immediately. How "GREAT"?!

Here's the best part!

The P1 consultant inform me that they WONT CHARGE me for the past two months except the remaining days that i hv used the internet! Omg, means i dun hv to pay for nothing!Yeah!!!!

So all together i juz hv to pay RM89 to settle everything!hehe...happy me~

So i went to Vern's house to practice guitar with Eric.

Not much of learning since i reached his house kinda late, It's time for cg ady.

We have our dinner at Orange as always and i hv a great time with God!

Conclusion: Today is tiring, adventurous, exciting and missing(bf at Hong Kong).

Let's end it here and wishing for the better tomolo=)

bb~

Planning

Ok, this is the plan.

7/10/2010=Thursday

-Attend a training at Midvalley

-Drive straight to P1 Headquater to terminate the package

-Vern's house for guitar lesson

-Church

8/10/2010=Friday

-Outing with bff

-Shopping!!!!! wuhoo~

9/10/2010=Saturday

-Record episode 4

-Church

10/10/2010

-SUNDAY OFF!!!!

11/10/2010-17/10/2010

-Working lu~

18/10/2010

-New Sem!

My life is so INTERESTING=)

Stay tuned!hehe..

DRAMAsssss

Last night is definitely not a good night.

Frankly, my mood has been like a roller coaster for the past few days due to the phone drama.

Yes, a phone.

I know i'm being ignorance for the damn electronic device.

Joey lee,

That "flat little metal" is suppose to keep u connected,

Not a luxury toy for you to play around.

However, as the development of technology grow,

mobile phone is no longer in trend.

Everyone is holding a portable pc=smartphone.

Virus of iphone 3gs and iphone4 has spread over the world with no mercy.

Everyone is saying "i want an iphone, I DON'T CARE!"

So here's a funny video that my bf tag me in fb. Enjoy~

Sony Erricsson Vivaz Pro with slide out Qwerty keyboard

Sony Vivaz

Cool right?

Back to the topic, my ideal phone might not be iphone 4 since i'm not a rich girl,

so it is a Vivaz.

Here's some key features, check this out:

• 3.2" 16M-color resistive touchscreen of 640 x 360 pixel resolution
• 8 megapixel autofocus camera with LED flash, face and smile detection, geotagging and touch focus
• HD 720p video recording @ 24fps with continuous auto focus
• Symbian OS 9.4 S60 5th, topped with a custom-brewed homescreen and media menu
• 720 MHz CPU, PowerVR SGX dedicated graphics accelerator
• Quad-band GSM support
• 3G with HSDPA 10.2Mbps and HSUPA 2Mbps support
• Wi-Fi and GPS with A-GPS
• microSD card slot (up to 16GB, 8GB card in the box)
• Built-in accelerometer
• Turn-to-mute
• TV out
• Stereo FM Radio
• microUSB and stereo Bluetooth v2.0
• Web browser has full Flash support
• Preinstalled Wisepilot navigation software
• Office document viewer
• Decent audio quality

Well, Vivaz may not be the perfect one, but the outlook and HD spec(not really that HD actually, but auto focusing is pretty impressive) do capture lots of my attention*.*

Vivaz priced around RM1,300 in Malaysia, it matches my budget. While Vivaz pro is coming to be in the market. The review isn't bad after all but Vivaz is currently in a strong competition now. Nokia came out with Nokia N8 which will be their next strike to the youth market.

This is the phone strongly recommended by my bf(he's kinda pro. no kidding.lolx)

According to him, this phone provides

-HD quality camera and videos, wide screen tv

-Symbian^ 3 that allow you to multi-task in smooth performance

-HDMI connectors to show your pictures or video in television and projectors

-Ovi stores that enables unlimited downloads

-Integrated social networking

-Personalization ability

-Navigation on your hand and much more!!!

For further detail, click here

Phone preferences is very much depends on the user's requirements.

For me, a general female user who is definitely not technology savvy, either one of this will do.

Hopefully, i can get a rewarding freelance job to support my finance.

God bless me.

做人，总要信！

下载了一整晚，

今天一大早起床，第一件事当然是立刻观赏一直都很想看的《岁月神偷》啦！嘻嘻。。。

不得不信，一部好的电影不但可以感动你，甚至以“点醒”你！

昨晚，我还在为了金钱问题而睡不好，闷闷不乐的。

看完后真的觉得自己渺小得很！

我又不愁吃，不愁穿，有什么能比当学生好的？

用的，吃的，穿的都是爸妈的，

三餐无忧不用愁，

倒是怕自己吃太好，住太好会变“胖妹”呢！哈哈。。

岁月神偷不但是剧本好，演员忧，

而且soundtrack也让人听出耳油！！一定要在这里分享一下！

这部戏时讲述香港60年代的生活价值观。

一个凭着信念而生存的年代，一个打动人心的故事。

它不需要高超的电影特技，而不需要爆炸的场面，

就像淡淡的白开水，

朴实，简单。

对罗启悦导演来说，人生的每一段路都是一场戏。

岁月神偷就反映了他童年在60年代的成长。

通过电影告诉大家他的故事。

其实以前我对这一类小品电影没什么兴趣，

直到最近，看了这部电影，做了一些research，

才对小品情有独钟。

原来小品电影反而属于比较高风险的制作，商家都很少会投资这一类片子。

因为大部分观众都会比较钟情于特技电影，武术电影又或者是戏剧, 比较有看头嘛！

而小品电影却是属于比较朴实的，故事情节就是最好的特技了。

Season of Life

Here's a great sermon i have yesterday service.

To everything there is a season

A time for every purpose under heaven:

A time to be Born,

And a time to be Die,

A time to Plant,

And a time to Pluck,

A time to Kill,

And a time to Heal,

A time to break Down,

And a time to Build up,

A time to Weep.

And a time to Laugh,

A time to Mourn,

And a time to Dance,

A time to Lose,

And a time to Keep,

A time to Love,

And a time to Hate,

A time to War,

And a time to Peace..

Indeed, we hv different season of life,

Different season do different things.

Teenager season is a season to see and do things,

we play,

we laugh,

we likes adventures,

we pursue excitement,

we search for identity,

we gathered for sameness,

and everything is so "WUHOO~~~"hahah...

Young Adult season is my stage!what?i'm turning to 21 okay?lol...

It's a period of adopting the changes,

In the age between 20 to 35,

we facebook,

we sigh,

we compete,

we likes uniqueness,

we are still searching identity,

we are SUPER BUSY~~,

we doubts about future,

we stubborn,

we spend more in quality than quantity,

for example we hv less friends now but closer and tighter friendship,

and everything is so "ARGH~~~"lol...

Adulthood season is my parent's territory area!haha...i call it Aunty, Uncle stage.

so what they do?

They are in the period of adjusting.

They listen,

They are calm,

They no longer like excitement,

Instead, they play safe,

They have career, family and obligations, and distorted body shape?Oh, NO~~

They are more realistic,

Facing mid-life crisis and burden of responsibilities,

They are living out the decision the made during Young adulthood,

Sometimes, they doubts too,

and everything is so "ROUTINE" or "BORING" or "LIFE STILL GOES ON"

Lastly,

Relieving season, my grandparent's stage.

Granny usually wanna resee or redo things now.

They finally reaches the last stage in their life.

They wanna try things that they never do before.

They wanna try to repent the mistake they have done while they still can,

They reconsider about their life,

They have more time for family now,

They wanna spend more time with family coz they never do it during adulthood season,

But we,

As daughter and son,

As grandchildren,

Are in the season no time for family,

And there's the problems.

Guys, treasure every single moment with family, understand what people is being through.

Be there for each other,

Because no matter what season it is,

All seasons are family season=]